yup i stutter
03-23-2008, 11:01 PM
Sup stutterers. Heres my life as a stutterer story I just want to know if any of you have it like me, THANKS.
*plays some slow music*
It all started one rainy night. I was lonely I tried to talk and........ nm nm lol let me get serious.
Ok to try and keep it short. I knew i stuttered all my life since I was put in speech class at my school as a kid, only thing is I just didnt care that I stuttered. Like for some reason I tought itw as normal I never let it stop me from anything Since I didnt even notice I stutter, I guess my friends did a good job of hiding it. I know im contradicting my self but I dont know how to explain it. point is I never realized it was a problem until high school when I dropped out because I couldnt do oral reports or used to hate to say my ID number at every class when the teacher was taking attendence *yup stupid ain't it?"
so little by little I noticed it actually is a problem unique to few people and it wasnt something most people had *I used to be so innocent about it huh?*
ok so it comes down to this.
my stutter is kinda weird I can talk fine at times but theres times that i make like an air grasping sound, any one else does this? like without you expecting it you start talking but to start the sentence you make that noise grasping for air.
I dont have it so bad like the people ive seen online or in my old speech classes who make a face trying to say a word because its that hard. I can almost always say what i want i just have to repeat my self sometimes or slow down or once in a while substitute a word.
um Once i get my sentence started I can say most things . I dont stutter in every sentence. I hate calling peopleeeeeeeee but i'm forced to do it and almost every call goes well once i go through with it but ill still stutter or something. *not in every convo*
um it can be a mental thing because when im talking to an english speaking person but i have to talk in spanish for one thing or another my spanish is sooo fluent, and when im speaking to a hispanic but have to speak in english for something its as if i dont stutter. WHY IS MY BRAIN MESSING WITH ME ? lol
I record spanish music like rap and reggaeton and i dont stutter but I heard its quite common to not stutter when you sing.
my stutter has not stopped me from other things most of the time atleast. i date girls, i have friends, im very very opinionated or out spoken and your gonna hear my opinions whether i stutter or not. hell if anything I tend to argue alot I would of made a super great lawyer if it wasnt that i stuttered. so thats one of the few times I hate my self but in average my life is ok.
i am considering going to college now im 22 I should of been in college a few years ago but my fear of public speaking and having to do oral reports or talk in front ofthe whole class scare me, even tho I dont think I have it that bad but just the fear of attempting scares me.
I am considering speacheasy, im not even sure how i"m going to afford it *i'll start robbing old people if I have to aslong as the product works, DOES IT lol*
lets see what else, im a martial artist and my teacher makes the class introduce them selves one by one to the new students outloud, *GOD I USED TO HATE THAT, I USED TO SNEAK OFF AS IF I HAD TO USE THE BATHROOM WHEN I NOTICED IT WAS ALMOST MY TURN* now its not a problem i say hi and my name etc without a prob. WHICH IS WHY I THINK ITS A MENTAL AND CONFIDENCE ISSUE, but im no doctor.
I PROMISE MY WRITING AND GRAMMAR SKILLS ARE NOT AS BAD AS IT SEEMS, IM JUST TYPING SUPER FAST AND TO BE HONEST I am just too lazy to fix it right now lol.
funny how i never stutter at all when I have to curse someone out, um lets see yeah. but about that taking a grasp for air sound i make, that only started in my later years in life id say my last 3 years.
ok ill stop rambling because this post is no where neat nor organized and im just typing as crap pops into my head, but hopefully you get the main idea of my stutter and someone can tell me if they relate or explain my problem a little better. thanks and sorry for this mess of a post lol
*plays some slow music*
It all started one rainy night. I was lonely I tried to talk and........ nm nm lol let me get serious.
Ok to try and keep it short. I knew i stuttered all my life since I was put in speech class at my school as a kid, only thing is I just didnt care that I stuttered. Like for some reason I tought itw as normal I never let it stop me from anything Since I didnt even notice I stutter, I guess my friends did a good job of hiding it. I know im contradicting my self but I dont know how to explain it. point is I never realized it was a problem until high school when I dropped out because I couldnt do oral reports or used to hate to say my ID number at every class when the teacher was taking attendence *yup stupid ain't it?"
so little by little I noticed it actually is a problem unique to few people and it wasnt something most people had *I used to be so innocent about it huh?*
ok so it comes down to this.
my stutter is kinda weird I can talk fine at times but theres times that i make like an air grasping sound, any one else does this? like without you expecting it you start talking but to start the sentence you make that noise grasping for air.
I dont have it so bad like the people ive seen online or in my old speech classes who make a face trying to say a word because its that hard. I can almost always say what i want i just have to repeat my self sometimes or slow down or once in a while substitute a word.
um Once i get my sentence started I can say most things . I dont stutter in every sentence. I hate calling peopleeeeeeeee but i'm forced to do it and almost every call goes well once i go through with it but ill still stutter or something. *not in every convo*
um it can be a mental thing because when im talking to an english speaking person but i have to talk in spanish for one thing or another my spanish is sooo fluent, and when im speaking to a hispanic but have to speak in english for something its as if i dont stutter. WHY IS MY BRAIN MESSING WITH ME ? lol
I record spanish music like rap and reggaeton and i dont stutter but I heard its quite common to not stutter when you sing.
my stutter has not stopped me from other things most of the time atleast. i date girls, i have friends, im very very opinionated or out spoken and your gonna hear my opinions whether i stutter or not. hell if anything I tend to argue alot I would of made a super great lawyer if it wasnt that i stuttered. so thats one of the few times I hate my self but in average my life is ok.
i am considering going to college now im 22 I should of been in college a few years ago but my fear of public speaking and having to do oral reports or talk in front ofthe whole class scare me, even tho I dont think I have it that bad but just the fear of attempting scares me.
I am considering speacheasy, im not even sure how i"m going to afford it *i'll start robbing old people if I have to aslong as the product works, DOES IT lol*
lets see what else, im a martial artist and my teacher makes the class introduce them selves one by one to the new students outloud, *GOD I USED TO HATE THAT, I USED TO SNEAK OFF AS IF I HAD TO USE THE BATHROOM WHEN I NOTICED IT WAS ALMOST MY TURN* now its not a problem i say hi and my name etc without a prob. WHICH IS WHY I THINK ITS A MENTAL AND CONFIDENCE ISSUE, but im no doctor.
I PROMISE MY WRITING AND GRAMMAR SKILLS ARE NOT AS BAD AS IT SEEMS, IM JUST TYPING SUPER FAST AND TO BE HONEST I am just too lazy to fix it right now lol.
funny how i never stutter at all when I have to curse someone out, um lets see yeah. but about that taking a grasp for air sound i make, that only started in my later years in life id say my last 3 years.
ok ill stop rambling because this post is no where neat nor organized and im just typing as crap pops into my head, but hopefully you get the main idea of my stutter and someone can tell me if they relate or explain my problem a little better. thanks and sorry for this mess of a post lol