happy7117
04-19-2008, 07:56 AM
That's right. I kid you not, today I had a very fluent chatty day!
I felt on cloud 9 or 18 and it was because I felt so darn fluent.
I don't believe it was a fluke either!
Then again it was a fluke that is very rare which I wish would occur every day.
Here's the thing:
Ever listen to the sound of an answering machine, or the alarm from an alarm clock??
Do you ever get a very confident feeling when something or a certain sound hits your ear, and it seems to match the sound of your voice when you talk??
I felt like when I could concentrate on the sound of the alarm clock buzzer in my left ear as I spoke, the stuttering went away....it was something to do with concentrating on that loud sound parralel to what I was saying.
Was the sound of that alarm clock amplifying my vocal tone so I could hear it better???
That confident feeling from hearing that sound from that alarm clock which boosted my flueny got me through most of the day with very little stutter.
It made me WANT to talk. It felt like a in my speech!
Also, I went to miniature golf today also.
Without saying anything at all, I concentrated on hearing others voices around me.
I tried to silently talk along with the voices that I was hearing from people talking around me, and again I did not stutter.
I am clearly wondering if the only way I am able to easily say stuff is that if I concentrate on another person's vocal tone before I even start to speak.
I never know when I will open my mouth, so for me to speak fluently I will have to hear the sound of someone elses voice in my left ear even when I am not speaking.
I am not sure what my point is, but I think alot of my nasty stuttering is from the fact that I cannot hear any of my own vocal tone vibrations in my left ear.
And this will not make sense but hearing that alarm clock buzzer in my left ear sort of felt like I was hearing my own voice amplified in my left ear.
Concentrating on external sound from the air or others voices while I speak and even before I speak has made me realize that as long as I stutter on my own with no external sound to concentrate on like white noise, or another person's voice, that I am struggling along with people who will not understand me no matter how much I try.
Enough sermon!
If you still don't know what I am trying to explain, stay in my shoes today, and you would have felt so good, and so angered at this rare occurance!
I felt on cloud 9 or 18 and it was because I felt so darn fluent.
I don't believe it was a fluke either!
Then again it was a fluke that is very rare which I wish would occur every day.
Here's the thing:
Ever listen to the sound of an answering machine, or the alarm from an alarm clock??
Do you ever get a very confident feeling when something or a certain sound hits your ear, and it seems to match the sound of your voice when you talk??
I felt like when I could concentrate on the sound of the alarm clock buzzer in my left ear as I spoke, the stuttering went away....it was something to do with concentrating on that loud sound parralel to what I was saying.
Was the sound of that alarm clock amplifying my vocal tone so I could hear it better???
That confident feeling from hearing that sound from that alarm clock which boosted my flueny got me through most of the day with very little stutter.
It made me WANT to talk. It felt like a in my speech!
Also, I went to miniature golf today also.
Without saying anything at all, I concentrated on hearing others voices around me.
I tried to silently talk along with the voices that I was hearing from people talking around me, and again I did not stutter.
I am clearly wondering if the only way I am able to easily say stuff is that if I concentrate on another person's vocal tone before I even start to speak.
I never know when I will open my mouth, so for me to speak fluently I will have to hear the sound of someone elses voice in my left ear even when I am not speaking.
I am not sure what my point is, but I think alot of my nasty stuttering is from the fact that I cannot hear any of my own vocal tone vibrations in my left ear.
And this will not make sense but hearing that alarm clock buzzer in my left ear sort of felt like I was hearing my own voice amplified in my left ear.
Concentrating on external sound from the air or others voices while I speak and even before I speak has made me realize that as long as I stutter on my own with no external sound to concentrate on like white noise, or another person's voice, that I am struggling along with people who will not understand me no matter how much I try.
Enough sermon!
If you still don't know what I am trying to explain, stay in my shoes today, and you would have felt so good, and so angered at this rare occurance!