thaddeus
01-31-2009, 11:25 PM
I know everyone here stutters and most of you have a myspace.
Recently people have been changing the purpose of myspace, there taking on different personas
ex:
1.people using myspace to just get alot of friends
2.people pretending , acting outside there usual self
3.people not telling who they really are
You know where im going with this.
But i wanna know are you open with who you are on myspace?
When i first got a myspace i was open partially with who i am,
then i changed when the myspace craze started happening(people adding random ppl to get alot of friends, and "pretending")
i joined in what other people where doing, adding alot of ppl, changed my persona on myspace, and had thousands of "friends".
As i look back on those times know i realize that i wasnt being true to myself , i was being a follower, if i couldnt talk to alot of ppl in real life and have conversations i was gonna do it online.
I think i got sucked into that world so easily because i was a stutterer, who couldnt have conversations,who couldnt be who i was, and couldnt have ppl that understood me.
I out grew that craze around 17- 18ish
and started to get back to me but this time i was improved
not improved because i had joined in on the craze but because i matured.
during that time i was really somone i wasnt, living a life ONLINE
and i realized whats the point in making all these false relationships there pointless in the end.
I didnt come into my own skin and start to be proud of me until a cpl months b4 i turned 20 now im taking what i have and doing somthing with it not focusing on what i cant do but rather what i can do.
ex:i started a website and its only the begining
HAVE YOU COME INTO YOUR SKIN?
Recently people have been changing the purpose of myspace, there taking on different personas
ex:
1.people using myspace to just get alot of friends
2.people pretending , acting outside there usual self
3.people not telling who they really are
You know where im going with this.
But i wanna know are you open with who you are on myspace?
When i first got a myspace i was open partially with who i am,
then i changed when the myspace craze started happening(people adding random ppl to get alot of friends, and "pretending")
i joined in what other people where doing, adding alot of ppl, changed my persona on myspace, and had thousands of "friends".
As i look back on those times know i realize that i wasnt being true to myself , i was being a follower, if i couldnt talk to alot of ppl in real life and have conversations i was gonna do it online.
I think i got sucked into that world so easily because i was a stutterer, who couldnt have conversations,who couldnt be who i was, and couldnt have ppl that understood me.
I out grew that craze around 17- 18ish
and started to get back to me but this time i was improved
not improved because i had joined in on the craze but because i matured.
during that time i was really somone i wasnt, living a life ONLINE
and i realized whats the point in making all these false relationships there pointless in the end.
I didnt come into my own skin and start to be proud of me until a cpl months b4 i turned 20 now im taking what i have and doing somthing with it not focusing on what i cant do but rather what i can do.
ex:i started a website and its only the begining
HAVE YOU COME INTO YOUR SKIN?