Zero369
03-01-2009, 05:29 AM
Hi my name is Ray and I am 30 years old and have stuttered my whole life. When I was a kid my stutter was really bad and then it got better but now it is getting way worse now. I am really struggling with my speech and my self esteem as time goes on. I don't know anyone who stutters at all but I just recently started looking at YouTube videos and realizing just how big our really is. I have felt alone for so long because of how I talk and now I am reaching out to other people like me. I made only two videos on YouTube so far and I dont dare watch them though. I'll start watching untill I start to stutter then I can't watch anymore. It makes me so mad to hear my self stutter and lets me see what other people have to see when I talk to them. While I am around people that I HAVE to talk to, I get so angry at myself. I am a HUGE issolater and I know thats not good but it helps me to not be around other people and make a fool of myself. I just don't know how to accept myself fully, and I guess I am just reaching out for help from other people who stutter like I do.
I would also like to link ya'll to my second YouTube video... Just Click Here to watch (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_BMFz6c8vg). Thank you for your time...
Ray :o
I would also like to link ya'll to my second YouTube video... Just Click Here to watch (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_BMFz6c8vg). Thank you for your time...
Ray :o