Perad
12-13-2005, 11:58 AM
This is my old scores. Scores relate to my speaking ability between 1-10. 10 being fluent, 1 being unable to speak.
Speaking alone - 10
Girlfriend - 10 - I never stammered, we have been together for so long i am just comfortable.
Best mate - 9
Mates - 8
Parents - 8
Strangers - 7
As you can see, things were good for a long time. Now i have just started this webdesign course and suddenly i am unable to speak...
Speaking alone - 8
Girlfriend - 8 - last week it was 7, it has improved a bit.
Bestmate - 7
Mates - 5
Parents - 5
Strangers - 4
Do you see the difference! Seriously things have gone soo downhill and i don't understand why. I thought i had got the measure of my stammer when i became comfortable with it. I had a stammer i wouldn't get embaressed, if i get stuck i get stuck. I still have this feeling with my stammer but my speech has gone to pot.
I still have the confidence to make phone calls, to start conversation's etc. But i wonder how long this feeling will last for if i can't speak.
This drop of fluency across the board is deeply concerning and was hoping you could give me some guidence. Something to read or something to do that could get me back on track.
Speaking alone - 10
Girlfriend - 10 - I never stammered, we have been together for so long i am just comfortable.
Best mate - 9
Mates - 8
Parents - 8
Strangers - 7
As you can see, things were good for a long time. Now i have just started this webdesign course and suddenly i am unable to speak...
Speaking alone - 8
Girlfriend - 8 - last week it was 7, it has improved a bit.
Bestmate - 7
Mates - 5
Parents - 5
Strangers - 4
Do you see the difference! Seriously things have gone soo downhill and i don't understand why. I thought i had got the measure of my stammer when i became comfortable with it. I had a stammer i wouldn't get embaressed, if i get stuck i get stuck. I still have this feeling with my stammer but my speech has gone to pot.
I still have the confidence to make phone calls, to start conversation's etc. But i wonder how long this feeling will last for if i can't speak.
This drop of fluency across the board is deeply concerning and was hoping you could give me some guidence. Something to read or something to do that could get me back on track.