stuttering and an addition at the same time

[blankman]

Hey guys this is blankman, I haven't posted nothing in awhile but I got some things to lay out on the table so just bare with me. I've been stuttering all of my life and my stuttering has gotten worser. I can barely say what i want to say on the phone and is hard for me to hold a conversation with my family. My life is now surrounding by waking up everyday and feeling just terrible about my speech. My social life is dead to me because I even stutter on simple words like "I, a, the, today", and the word that I'm seem to having problems with the worse is "IN". Is like my body is having a shut down and I can't even say the simplest words.

On top of that I also have a foot fetish and is hard for me to find a girlfriend or at least a female buddy that will allow me to live out my fantasy with because I spend 99.999999999999999999999999999999 and 9 % of my day worrying about my speech that it's just tearing me apart. So I'm now addited to services because they do provide fetish parties and don't discriminate based on my speech.

I know I shouldn't be wrtiting this but I really need to conquer my speech and get rid of my addition with services because I do want to meet a special girl that I can grow old with butI feel my speech is not allowing me to move anywhere. Is like I'm stuck at a fork rode and don't know where to go. If anybody on this forum has had a similar experience your responds will me more then appericate.

Thank you

[happy7117]

Hey guys this is blankman, I haven't posted nothing in awhile but I got some things to lay out on the table so just bare with me. I've been stuttering all of my life and my stuttering has gotten worser. I can barely say what i want to say on the phone and is hard for me to hold a conversation with my family. My life is now surrounding by waking up everyday and feeling just terrible about my speech. My social life is dead to me because I even stutter on simple words like "I, a, the, today", and the word that I'm seem to having problems with the worse is "IN". Is like my body is having a shut down and I can't even say the simplest words.

On top of that I also have a foot fetish and is hard for me to find a girlfriend or at least a female buddy that will allow me to live out my fantasy with because I spend 99.999999999999999999999999999999 and 9 % of my day worrying about my speech that it's just tearing me apart. So I'm now addited to services because they do provide fetish parties and don't discriminate based on my speech.

I know I shouldn't be wrtiting this but I really need to conquer my speech and get rid of my addition with services because I do want to meet a special girl that I can grow old with butI feel my speech is not allowing me to move anywhere. Is like I'm stuck at a fork rode and don't know where to go. If anybody on this forum has had a similar experience your responds will me more then appericate.

Thank you

Pardon me if this sounds dumb, but what's an service...???

[blankman]

services are adult entertainment companies that provide bachelor parties, stip tease stuff like that. They however will not provide because it's illegal. Some services do provide some fetishes like foot fetish but not anything that is to the extreme.

[Box of Clocks]

You are just going to have to keep going with dating and hope that sooner or later you will find a girl that is right for you. Try internet dating if you don't already. I don't think the thing is really a problem as long as you can stop it if you were to actually get a proper girlfriend. At least by using that you are getting some experience so you won't be a novice in the bedroom if you do get a girlfriend in the future.