DayDreamSlacker
07-13-2010, 01:11 AM
Hey, my name is Charles.I have been thinking for a long time to join the military but do to my speech issues i have been sort of slacking on that decision. Im going to the recruiter office though maybe on monday or tuesday so that is a huge and sort of scary step for me.I have a thing about meeting new people.Despite this fear i do take chances but i get terrified when deciding to take it.its out of my comfort zone.One huge step out of my comfort zone was when i was 16 and decided to get my first job working fast foods.It was a huge step cause had a fear of meeting new people and low self esteem.though i threw myself into a environment where i didint knew anyone at all and i had ...well my first actural job lol.I aced the interview and got hired.I was suppose to show up a few days earlier but during that time before that time came i was scared to death each day.its a bad feeling to be afraid of what to come because you know that situation may become chaos because of the fact you stutter.This ties into me going to the recruiter.its like a week away but im afraid of what might actually happen. Like will i get stuck on a word and look like a fool.There may be some words in the military that you may be required to repeat or say but some words i cant say at all ...:( So im just looking for any type of support to help me feel confident and try not to worry myself to death. So thanks for reading this and have a nice day ...:)