bad day :(

[Jonte]

not that I've stuttered much today, but it feels like I've hold so much back, or fighting so hard with the thaughts of stuttering. I have fighted each time I was gonna say something.. after a day like this I just feel hopeless and tired of all this.

I really need to do something asap.. cant stand this shit.

I talk almost without stuttering but I am holding back so much and koncentrating so much when i speak, and just before im gonna say somehting it feels like I gather power. I just wish i could speak on withouth hesatating, fighting and so on. dont really know what to..

[CrimsonFox]

Hey Jonte, don't feel down because you feel like you have so much too offer. Set some small goals for yourself and try to conquer them each day. Then once you're ready to move on, set bigger goals to be accomplished.

Here's something I do now that I'm back in school:

Since I'm really not the kind of person who likes engaging in social activity, I'm trying to do things that I wouldn't normally do - be more interactive when it comes to social/group activites in school, try to participate every now and then, etc.

Basically, as I stated with setting small goals and such, do things you wouldn't normally do and don't be afraid to take risks. I believe experience in doing things you wouldn't normally do can make you a better person and in this case not afraid to hold things back. So, just do what you want to not think about what you can't do.

[bignick]

Jonte,

We all have bad days, I am currently having a mare of one today and know that I feel a bit down but it will pass. I find what helps me is to think about my family, friends and strangely enough you guys on the forum as this site cheers me up no end.

As the older gentlemen say, dont be so hard on yourself, give yourself a treat, regroup and start to realise what you have and you arent a bad person and you will get through it.

Nick